hahaha.

yeah.
TRUTH.>: |



anyway, so last post i said i was gunna do more artmaking stuff?
it didnt happen,
haha.
mainly cause of homework AND the awesomesauce sexy star trek marathon we had on the weekend.
and cause im slack.
*shrugs*
theres inspiration there, i just dont know what to do with it...

so yeah...
im posting to say...
i didnt do anything?

actually no thats a lie,
i tried water colours for the first time last week..
i might put them up if i ever get around to finishing it...

*shrugs*




im tired.
and i have ALOT of homework.
]:

but do not worry,
ill end on a good note.
SPOCK IS SEXY.
see?
a good note.
VERY good note~

well yeah. its been a while huh.
sorry i havent been around much, ive been feeling very down about mine art ability lately.
but for some reason today i seem to have shifted a bit.
perhaps im out of this months long rut.
i do hope so.
my views toward art and art making seem to have changed as well.
it seems i have realised that im not confined to the typical anime/manga art style.
which, you know, commonsense would tell you that anyway.
but hey.
at least it happened, no?
i think ill be drawing more?
yet again, i hope so.


since ive last actually done anything on here i have developed many of mince characters for the book of which i am writing.
youll prolly see them around here sometime soon.
hmm.
i guess we shall see what happens.

azzie.

SEVEN CIRCLES

CIRCLE ONE: THE OUTSIDE

1.
What's your name: rachael

2.
How tall are you: so/so

3.
What color are your eyesoo brown

4.
What color is your hair: blonde with DARK brown re-growth

5.
Are you Male or Female: female

6.
What is your best feature (physically): uhhhh....some would say my boobs

7.
What's your shoe size: female sizes: 9-10 male sizes: 7

8.
Glasses, yes or no: i need them...

9.
Did you ever have braces: no

10.
On a typical day you are wearing: something black ><

11.
When you go to bed you're wearing: my hobo shirt and underwear

12.
work out/exercise about how often: i guess when i walk to and from school...

CIRCLE TWO: MUSIC
1.
Name five of your favorite bands: Dir en Grey, Nightmare, Vidoll, Malice Mizer,

2.
Name five of your favorite singers: Hyde, Miyavi, Gackt, marlee and hide.

3.
Name three songs you are currently playing nonstop: Mirotic - DBSK, muzzle,muzzle,muzzle - nightmare, zetsubou billy - maximum the hormone

4. Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life right now:
evergreen - hyde
"...You flow right through me like a medicine
Bringing quiet to my soul
Without you I'm not whole

This scenery is evergreen
I need you far too much
I long to feel your touch
This scenery is evergreen
You've always been so dear to me ..."
5.
Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life one year ago:
phoenix - butterfly effect
"...I've been thinking to my self
And I've been hoping I'll be right
When I make the pieces fit
Will I bring you back to life
I'm trying to find a way no
I'm running out of time
I've tried giving it all aside (I swear)..."
6.
When you're driving, what are the preset stations on your radio: jjj

7. What's the last CD you bought: all my cds were given to me

8. Was the last CD you burned an actual CD or a mix: i burnt a nirvana album for my stepdad
9.
Name one song/band/singer you're embarrassed to like but do: DBSK and justin timberlake

10. If you could only attend one concert ever again, it would be: i havent been to one but i really want to see vamps or dir en grey.

11.
Name one band/singer you absoulutely can't stand: prince
12.
Name a group you use to like but feel you've grown out of: disturbed

CIRCLE THREE: MOVIES/TELEVISION

1. Name your favorite actor: daniel craig
2.
Name your favorite actress: nil
3. Name your favorite television show right now: it crowd
4.
Name five really cool movies you've recently seen: i can name cool movies but i havent recently seen them
5.
Your favorite canceled television show: ... i dont watch tv generally
7.
Name one movie you wish you hadn't wasted time/money on recently: juno
8.
You would never watch a movie with: hitler

9. Favorite candy/food to watch movies with: something good enough to throw at the screen during the smoochy or sex scenes
10.
Three favorite tv channels: comedy and history and sbs
11.
Favorite reality show: nil
12.
Favorite character on a reality show: hil

CIRCLE FOUR: WORD ASSOCIATION
(Write the first word/thing/person that comes into your head when you read this word

1.
coffee: ice
2.
dog: pluto
3.
slut: brittany spears
4.
candy: L
5.
pole: gackts microphone stand ><
6.
ocean: crabs
7.
brave: wizard of oz
8.
loving: hug
9.
cookie: school lunch
10.
death: light
11. life: muffin
12.
childorn

CIRCLE FIVE: WHICH WOULD YOU PREFER:
(bold the one you prefer)

1.
Ten guilty men go free OR One innocent man goes to jail for life: ten men
2.
Eaten by a lion OR Eaten by thousands of small insects: lion
3.
A life of contentment without love OR A life with love and heartache: love
4. Skydiving from a plane OR Bungee jumping off a bridge: bungee, at least they can pull you back...
6.
No television OR No music: tv
7.
No more pizza, ever OR No more chocolate, ever: pizza
8.
A trip to Europe OR a trip to Hawaii: Europe
9.
An hour with your future soul OR An hour with a lost loved one: if the loved one still cares for me the loved one, if not my soul
10.
No longer being able to cry OR No longer being able to feel the need to cry: no crying ability
11.
Sex without love OR love without sex: Love without sex
12. Loving someone who doesn't love you OR being loved by someone you don't love: loving someone who dont love you


CIRCLE SIX: THE LOVE LIFE

1.
Are you currently in a relationship: yes
2.
Are you currently looking/interested in someone: no
3.
Are you a virgin: no
4. If yes, how long do you plan to be one: . . .
5.
How many times have you been "in love": four times
6.
Looking back, how do you feel about that person(s) now: i still love them
7.
Name three things (physically) you look for in someone: fashion sense, height, eyes
8.
Name three things (mentally/emotionally) you look for in someone: sense of humour, kindness, strength
9.
Biggest turn offs include: hairy ppl, unattractive personality, self absorbed, pimples, homophobes
10. Your ideal date would be: hyde (23 year difference means nothing, i still want to lick his nipples)
11. You want to get married, where, when, how: in japan, when were ready
12. Does anyone have feelings for you right now that you don't return: no clue


CIRCLE SEVEN: THE FRIENDS
(of your friends, who would you say is

1.
The one you immediately go to with a problem: mykayla mathilda and briony
2.
The most rational: tui
3.
The funniest: Oscar Tui mathilda marlee
4.
The one you spend the most time on the phone with: mathilda
5.
The craziest (but in a good way): marlee
6.
The most honest: tui
7. The purest: sophie
8.
The smartest: oscar tui james sophie
9.
The most athletic: Emma
10. The most compassionate: mykayla
11.
The one most likely to get thrown in jail and why: sophie, for trying to take over the world
12.
The last one that said "I love you": marlee

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
i was jumping up and down on my mums king size bed when i was lyk........5?
cause it was shit fun but i fell and well...
smacked head first into the corner of a speaker...
slit open my face from the corner of my right eye to my hair line...
lucky enough for me i didnt need stitches and i just misses my eye.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
a poster of spiderman, bumblebee (transformers), POTC
and a chart thing with my classes ad random crap attached to it.

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
i talk in my sleep and i sleep with my eyes open.


4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
rock/metal/dance/techno...

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
i was born at 9:30am on the 16th of april....
just 2 minutes after my mortal enemy grace...

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
my mum. and stuff....

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
my psp and reece. lol but i dont own him........damn.

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
i have no clue...
taller than my stepmum.

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
sometimes.


11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
nope. i prefer the dark.
unless theres zombies...

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Myself.

13. WHY?
cause im mean...

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOUR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
i like blue eyes. <3

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING/PROPOSED TO AT?
lol over the phone or at school (lol a not really long story)


16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
BOOOOTHHHH

17. FAVOURITE PIZZA TOPPING?
none. i hate pizza.

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
uhmmm....some musk sticks.

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
no but i have eaten fish eyeballs.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
i havnt---nobody gives a crap to give me anything...

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
yeah, my boyfriend...

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
nope...

24. FAVOURITE CLOTHES?
my hotwheels shirt and camo shorts (both of which are guys clothes)

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
Demyx-my pet simese fighter fish...

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
A FIGHTER FISH!!! DONT YOU LISTEN?!?!??!?!

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS
LEAVING?
well i hope i wouldnt cause that'd suck ass.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
go up to them and be lyk, "I LOVE YOU I WILL PROTECT YOU TILL THE DAY I DIE!!!!!!" that surely wont freak them out.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED.
13

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
black bitches.

32. WHAT IS THE ONE WORD YOU CALL MOST OFTEN?
probably "your mum", and "in bed" and "you fail"

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
yeah it was this comedian guy that i forget the name of and john from john butler trio.

37. FIRST JOB?
shredding paper.

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
yeah i was at tedys place and i dialled a ramdom number and screamed WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
and hung up.

41. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
science homework...

40. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
i got my tonsils out...

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
how big my boobs are (its rather annoying)

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
reece.

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
Two..

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
some chick in the bible...

47. Do you wish on stars?
No way thats childs crap

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
yeah but only when im using my calligraphy pen...and when you can read it...

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAL?
PIE.

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
i chew my nails?

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOURSELF?
nah id probably hate me.
or fall in love with me...
either way....

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
i tend to bottle it up....then explode
but i draw to calm myself.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY AS A CHILD?
MY RAINBOW CRAB!!!

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
lol lyk.....17

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
thats lyk, my language.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
spike, rae, ray charles, azriphael, azzie, xakei and some others that i cant remember...

68. WHATS YOUR FAVOURITE TV SHOW?
anything on the comedy channel and history channel...

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM FLAVOUR?
hockey pockey.

71. HAVE YOU GOT ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
yea...

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
nope....
im saving for a laptop tho...

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
Sleep...


74. WHATS THE FASTEST YOU HAVE RIDEN IN A CAR?
180 but thats when i was driving...


75. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
im so sick - flyleaf

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
Water...when i was at work 4 hours ago...

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
reece...

81. FAVOURITE THING TO HATE?
BRAD.

82. FAVOURITE MONTH OF THE YEAR?
march/april, i like easter....

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOUR?
Dark brown/it goes black if i let it......but its blonde at the moment.

86. EYE COLOUR?
dark brown...

87. FAVOURITE SHOES?
my battered old black converse...

88. FAVOURITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
satay hut...

89. FAVOURITE RESTAURANT?
uh.....satay hut?

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
NO.

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
cant remember...i thinks it was.....die hard 4.0(lol i know LAME)

92. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
easter
cause u get chocolate....

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
used to play piano and i can play guiar...

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
ur face...

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
BOTH

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
what fin im gonna have at reece's

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
none...

100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE.
current and none of business...

well i got tagged by YOUR MUM!!!!!
*ahem* actually i got tagged by none other than grim goblin....
anus.
anyway......
i shall do this funky quiz with my Beloved Kirra, Xakei and Azriphael...
^w^


1.) Alright, are you all happy to take this quiz?

Kirra: fuck off.
Xakei: i guess....*looks at Kirra*
Azriphael: your mum's happy to do this fucking quiz.

2.) So, what's your favourite colour?

Kirra: who wants to know?
Xakei: black.
Azriphael: uh i guess...red. yeah RED.

3.) Your favourite season?

Kirra: for christ sake, i guess your not gonna bloody stop asking me these fricking questions. winter. its dark alot of the time so its easier to--
Xakei: i think its my turn now... i like autumn because its not too hot and its not too cold.
Azriphael: autumn, i like all the leaves. RED!!!!

4.) What's your favourite food?

Kirra: well with all the disease going around its pretty hard to get meat but i love a good, fat steak.
Xakei: does beer count?
Azriphael: i agree does it count? cause if it doesnt ill have to say vodka instead then.

5.) Anything interesting about yourself?

Kirra: im not interesting.
Xakei: my katana, well, *cough* it was given to me by a very young (and cute) Kirra whom said it was her fathers before he died. She said to me that he wanted it to go to his son, but Kirra doesnt have a brother and she said to me that i was the closest she had to a brother and that she wanted me to have it. it has never left my side since.
Azriphael: *rolls eyes* -- WELL I have a mole on my ass.

6.) Choose one word to describe yourself.

Kirra: death.
Xakei: uhm...id have to say...uh...
Azriphael: SEX!!!!!!!!!!


7.) Optimist or pessimist?

Kirra: pessimist
Xakei: optimist
Azriphael: OPTESSIMIST?


8.) Who's your love/sweetheart/partner, and what do you like about him/her?

Kirra: Xakei is my partner in battle, i like him because he is always by my side.
Xakei: Kirra, i know her through and through. she is the most beautiful person i know. *gazes at Kirra*
Azriphael: Alfred, cause he is da SEX. and has the sexiest eyes god has ever seen.

9.) Do you have any kids?

Kirra: HELLO! im bloody 19!
Xakei: no but i hope that one day i will.
Azriphael: ...youre a dickhead.

10.) What's your Idea of a perfect night?

Kirra: smashing those fucking Ssrathi solders in the western mountains in the snow with Xakei by my side.
Xakei: spending a night with Kirra.
Azriphael: partyin with my alfred.

11.) Are you a virgin?

Kirra: i refuse to answer.
Xakei: afraid not.
Azriphael: YOU GOTTA BE JOKING

12.) Who's your most trusted friend?

Kirra: Xakei
Xakei: Kirra
Azriphael: Alfred and Teddy.

13.) Fire, Earth, Water or Air?

Kirra: Fire
Xakei: Earth.
Azriphael: this is boring.....OH, uh Fire.

14.) If you found a magic banana and got only one wish what would you wish for?

Kirra:that you would leave me a-fucking-lone.
Xakei: that i could spend the rest of my life with Kirra and we would be happy.
Azriphael: im not sure, i guess to have a fun happy life.

15.) Do you like violence?

Kirra: i AM violence.
Xakei: i use it when i have to.
Azriphael: especially in movies.

16.) What's something you don't like about yourself, in terms of your personality?

Kirra: i-i cant open up to people.
Xakei: i sometimes get uncontrollably angry.
Azriphael: to be honest i have been told that im very flirtatious and id hate to ever hurt alfred.

17.) What's something you don't like about yourself, in terms of your physical appearance?

Kirra: i have a scar on the bottom of my chin.
Xakei: ive heard im quite scary.
Azriphael: YOUR MUM.

18.) From your music playlist, choose a song (or two) that you like/most represents you.

Kirra: "B.Y.O.B." - System of a Down. and another one but i cant remember the name.
Xakei: "Phoenix" - the butterfly effect.
Azriphael: "horny as a dandy" - Mousse T vs The Dandy Warhols.

19.) You are accosted in a dark alleyway. What do you do?

Kirra: Kill them all without hesitation.
Xakei: unsheath my katana and wait to see what happens.
Azriphael: i dont like dark allyways.................

20.) Where would you like to live?

Kirra: where im living now, without YOU.
Xakei: anywhere Kirra is.
Azriphael: id love to live in a HOUSE

21.) Do you have any vices?

Kirra: i kill people WHAT THE HELL DO YOU BLOODY THINK?!?!?!?!
Xakei: occasionally i drink too much, and i may have said this before but i do get VERY angry at times.
Azriphael: i drink drink DRRRRRRIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!111! *coughyourmumcough*

22.) Do you have any habits? (ie. chewing nails, biting lips, fidgeting, etc.)

Kirra: i pick my teeth with my dagger.
Xakei: i cant think of any.
Azriphael: i have to always be moving, even a twitch of the foot, moving moving moving.

23.) MONKEYS!!

Kirra: FUCK!!!!! IM GONNA BLOODY KILL YOU IN A MINUTE!!!!!
Xakei: *glares* do you have to?
Azriphael: OMGWTF???????

24.) Last question, what are you afraid of?

Kirra: fear. NOW GO AWAY!!!!!!
Xakei: loosing Kirra.
Azriphael: YOUR MUM!!!!!!!!!!!!1 *pushes you over and runs away laughing manically*



and just for that im not just tagging Grim Goblin im bloody STABBING her.